So near yet so far

.Monday, July 30, 2007 ' 7/30/2007 03:02:00 PM Y

her dairyy (((:

arghhhh...just saw someone pic in friendster AGAIN
she took alot of photos at bangkok wif her sis
n that makes mi think of jie n kuku going hk!!!
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i really wish i can go leh
but mummy also dun let
she say i go b4 liao
i go b4 also like nv go b4 lo
4 years ago i still dun know many things
still dun know how to buy things
still dun know to take alot alot alot alot of photos
still dun know many things la

nw go confirm will b FUN FUN FUN
cos its wif jie n kuku n 1 of her fren
all gals leh,can shop till i drop man
cos papa nv go ma..then he wont b waiting for us
n i wont scare that he will wait too long
n its like so ke lian for him to wait for us to shop for so long la
HAIZ!!but i know la..i am dreaming nw
even if i use my own money also cannot go

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sometimes i really hate mummy cos she dun let mi go
n when jie want go she nv say cannot or wat
i say i use my own money she also say dun want
WTH sia..wat kind of logic is that!!!!!!
sometimes think of this really very unhappy la
they r waiting for sep 9 to come n mi leh ???waiting for NTH

they know i really want to go hk
but they dun let
i know dad will pay for mi one
he say ask mummy
mummy dun let = NTH
HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
this year wont b going anywhere liao
think of it makes mi want to cry
keep thinking how nice would it b if i can go hk wif them
n buy hell lots of clothessssssss
mummy bluff ppl one lo..she say jie,kuku mi n her go hk together 1 day
dad nv go so he no need to wait for us n we can shop n shop n shop
BUT nw i ask her want to go ornot
she say "dun want la..not interested"
wa kao..y is she always changing her mind one
really dun know wat is she thinking abt

y dun she let mi go hk
then she n dad can go china without mi
i wont follow her if they go china
HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
do u all know wat is the feeling like when ur family members get to go overseas n u can't get to go???????
the feeling is damn sucky i can say
i think i wont have a chance to go hk anymore
cos mummy n dad wont want to go wif just the 3 of us
last but not least ,i really hate the feeling of not going ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok,i shall not continue anymore
the reason of mi suddenly blogging abt this is bcos i already keep this in my heart for so damn long
n i am feeling damn sad+angry+alot alot alot of feeling la
so xin ku
so i can only come to my blog n say everything out
i will feel abit better only when i dun think of the pros but think of the cons of going hk
ok,i shall blog abt yesterday tonite
let mi have a rest nw n not think of HONG KONG anymore
BYEBYE!!