WENT HOSPITAL TO SEE AH GONG!
CHU 3 of chinese new year !

we all went down hospital to see ah gong in the morning.
kuku and the maid-sunarti spend their night there because kuku scare that something will happen to ah gong suddenly.

ah gong seems so weak in just 2 days time!haiz..........................he was still very fine when we go back.but i don't know why disaster came just so fast.=((((((((((((((((((((

i am sad!!ng li xin is very very sad!!!

ah gong ask mum "why so fast come back from malaysia?why don't want to stay there longer?i am fine.no worry.you 1 year then can go back 1 time only,don't need rush back la"

after hearing that,my tears started to drop.i wanted to hold back my tears but its so difficult la.

mum's tears started to drop too when she told ah gong that its ok.go back malaysia not so impt.

after that,ah gong started to tell us many things.....he said that he is worry about his elder son and daughters blah blah blah.haiz.ah gong,why are u still worrying about them when u are already like that?ZI SHEN NAN BAO already.

seeing him talking in difficulties makes us all very sad.so,yes,we all cried.and that includes ah gong.ah gong cried too!!because the useless son and daughter makes him worry!!i hate them!!

wanted to talk to ah gong everytime,but i am sure that my tears will drop when i open my mouth,so i choose to sit silently beside him and act as if i am not sad at all.but actually,deep in my heart,i am very very sad.

typing this entry makes my tears want to drop again.

so i think i got to stop here.